I can’t wait to explore the world, see things from a different perspective outside of my house. To get a grip on reality and what the real world is like. It’s a bitch, but that’s all I know. I don’t want to stay in the comfort of my current home, where I’m blinded by my mothers money and support instead of getting a slap in the face with a real bill. It sounds weird, but that’s how I intend on growing up more. I want to be able to say “Yeah that’s my car” or “It’s in my apartment” and know I spent all of my own hard worked money for it. But under my current roof, it’s not like that. I’m not pushed to do anything. I’m too lazy to go out of my way to find a job, figure out bus schedules, work around school time, family problems, etc. knowing that my mom will just cover what I need anyways. Once I get out, I’ll get my chance. I’ll be forced to better myself. And I’ll make it with as little help as possible from them.
(Source: wifeyviolet)